Monday, January 21
My weekend was quiet yet really busy. Quietly busy.
Since I don't have classes on Fridays, my weekends usually start from Thursday 4pm. It's not like anything particularly eventful took place this weekend, in fact, I've had weekends more happening x 10 000! It's just that this weekend, I thought a lot. Mayb a bit too much. But I thought a lot. And I realised things that I always knew, but were confirmed.
I think out of everything I've thought about and realised this weekend, the thing that doesn't sit fine with me the most is this. That I genuinely cared for someone I've no regards for. I
willingly and
sincerely took care of someone I honestly do not see as a friend, hardly even an acquaintance, when that person was pissed drunk and disappeared in God knows which forsaken toilet, while that person's apparent "friends" did not muster any sort of effort to try and look for the drunk one. And that drunk person, after sobering up the following day, drops a thank-you msg that contained zero sincerity, because why? I was told, that I was being fake about taking care of that pukey thing (this apparently came from the very same drunkard's mouth)! Seriously, I have way better things to do than to be watching over an almost stranger who was so gone it wasn't even funny anymore, but instead, I willingly made it my responsibility to make sure that person didn't get thrown outta the place and onto the streets, and that someone was at least with the drunkard. Granted someone shld never be taken advantage of when their drunk, but seriously, it wasn't as though anyone had any ill intentions with whatever they did or asked.
I'll take it as a lesson learnt, don't ever stick your neck out for just anyone. Even if it's outta good will. It doesn't pay.
Moving on, about my weekend. It was quiet, yea. There was a house party at Bay's on Friday, but I sat out. Was a bit too uncomfortable going to a party with so much work on my mind. But I received a detailed text informing me how completely smashed everyone got after playing some game called China Man. After Bay explained the game to me over the phone, it's actually also what I call the Circle Of Death. So ok! I missed out on drunken fun. Stayed home to sort out some work and started on a couple of individual assignments instead. Pfft.
Saturday was quiet too. Slept in. Went for a shopping jaunt with Charis.
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I ended up only buying some damn addictive egg based snack from Bread Talk Bay introduced to me before. But it was good fun finally seeing Charis again after quite a while. Yay! Sunday again! =) I hope I don't call it off last min, which's actually pretty likely considering the final pitch for Advertising's that coming Tuesday.
Saturday night was crunch time for advert, all thru to Sunday afternoon. Everything's slowly falling into place! Yes! Finally, everything will b over soon. Finally, getting done with Poly life. I know I've said it 1 too many times, but yes, FINALLY.
Ok, my River of Words just wasn't flowing at all earlier when I was trying to complete my WISP reflection. It's just a reflection, I know. What a loser. But at least it's streaming quite smoothly now. So I suppose it's back to work!